Heading to the hospital
Kindly whisper a short prayer for my Lola. </3
October 2010
Everything you say, a girl takes to heart. Sometimes she'll forget some of it. But most of the time she'll remember all those feelings you've told her, all the promises you've made her and all those phone calls. She'll remember every single one.
Minsan.
Bakit kaya mahal na mahal padin kita?
Minsan iiyak na lang ako pag naiisip ko kung gaano kita kamahal, eh.
Minsan paran gusto ko na lang maging manhid.
Alam mo yung ganong feeling?
Yung mahal na mahal mo ang isang tao pero wala kang magawa? Yung minsan para gusto mo na lang mawala yung love pero impossible naman. Yung minsan gusto mo sumigaw para malabas lang lahat ng nararamdaman mo.
Yung iniisip mo anong ginawa mong mali eh nagmahal ka lang naman?
Yung pakiramdam na nagmamahal ka ng taong di ka kayang mahalin katulad ng pagmamahal mo sa kanya.
Ang sakit kaya. Understatement pa nga iyan.
Minsan gusto ko makalimot.
Pero imposible.
Ang daya mo.
Ayun lang. Ang daya mo sobra. :((
I wish I can just tell you everything.
Ang daya mo.
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I miss my bestest friend.
“Behind every beautiful thing, there is some kind of pain.”
—Bob Dylan (via misslauraaa)
Talk to me when you want to, I'm there. Call me up when you need help, I'll try my best. Text me randomly, I'll reply. I don't mind at all. But if I were to ever need someone to talk to, I'd appreciate it if you'd do the same for me.
For nothing is impossible with God. - Luke 1:37
Lord we commit to you Mama Naty…with 86 long inspiring years we thank you. If it is your will for her to survive this massive stroke then may we have her smiling at her 87th bday on Dec 18. If not, may you wrap her in your arms as you welcome her to your kingdom and leave a peaceful smile on her face for us left behind, o Majesty. Amen.
Friends, kindly whisper a short prayer for my Lola. She’s in the ICU of Veterans Memorial Medical Center right now.
We're going to the hospital today.
My Lola’s in the ICU of Veterans. I’m sad and scared cause the doctors said that a massive hemorrhage caused her stroke and it’s too risky to perform an operation. She’s in coma.
Never did I think that this will happen anytime soon because she’s still strong.
Please Lord, don’t take her yet. Christmas won’t be the same without her.
My Lolo would always look for her. He always wants to be beside her everywhere. :( I will be heartbroken if I won’t see them together anymore. :((
Dear Lord, I know it’s your call but please, not now. Christmas is in a few months, please don’t take her yet. :( Amen.
Teach me how to stop.
